Damjana Bakarič was a journalist for 15 years who was not afraid of any subject or person. But then it happened to her that in the middle of a completely normal conversation about work, she had to run away for fresh air, far away from the interlocutor, far away from everyone. Her struggle with anxiety and panic attacks began. In the book, she describes how she broke down, faced her problem, and went into treatment for the last time.